…
Don’t know what’s going on,
Don’t want to know nor understand it, but its too late
My world is spinning faster then i can capture the image,
Losing my grasp…
Sitting
Peaceful lonely night,
Just sitting alone and thinking,
My body screams for restful sleep,
My mind is just racing, its like NASCAR racing,
Mind full of anxiety,
Just can’t sleep,
Losing sleep for past few days,
Constantly finding myself alone in the dark,
My Funk
Shit, feels like failure by the day,
Failure as son,
Failure as brother,
Failure as being me,
Trying to amend, but only to face constant struggle,
Funk that i keep sinking into,
Standing behind my own loneliness and self-pity,
Waking up everyday, realizing I’m just another man who failed in his ideal life,
Everything feels spread across so thin,
Every step feels like standing over a broken ice,
Heh, getting close to run away…
